LIKE SERIOUSLY I CAN’T FATHOM WHY THEY WOULD JUST FUCKING DO THAT WHO WROTE THIS DID THEY WANT ALL THEIR VIEWERS TO FEEL FUCKING HOPELESS THIS IS THE MOST TORN I’VE EVER BEEN OVER A SINGLE THING IN MY ENTIRE LIFE WHY CAN WRITERS DO THIS TO MY FUCKING FEELINGS THIS IS HORRIBLE ALL OF YOU NEVER WATCH CODE GEASS THIS IS A WARNING IT WILL DESTROY YOU I DON’T CARE IF CLANNAD MADE YOU GO “EH” I GUARANTEE THIS WILL FUCK YOU UP MORE THAN HOMESTUCK AND EVANGELION COMBINED IM WARNING YOU DON’T WATCH AN ANIME CALLED CODE GEASS
Winter Scenery of Mochou Lake, Nanjing City, China
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS FUCKING ANIME THIS IS THE THIRD TIME I’VE BROKEN DOWN IN TEARS IN TWO DAYS I THOUGHT THIS WAS GONNA BE FIGHTING ROBOTS AND AWESOME SHIT BUT NO WHAT IM GETTING IS COMPLETE FUCKING HEARTBREAK WHAT FUCKING SADIST WROTE THIS GODDAMN SHOW
THE WORST PART IS IM IN TOO DEEP TO QUIT NOW WHO KNOWS HOW MANY MORE TIMES THIS IS GOING TO HAPPEN SOMEBODY HOLD ME WHILE I CRY THIS IS HORRIBLE
WOW LELOUCHE YOU REALLY FUCKED UP
This is so hard because you know this isn’t the first time they’ve had this conversation. They probably have it every time he visits her. He squares his shoulders before he goes in there, and hopes for the best, relatively speaking. You can see it in his face in that second gif - the way he literally crumples when he sees that he’s lost her again.